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In Which Brizy Bores People

October 6th, 2009 (11:46 pm)

Okay, you gimme a fandom, and I'll tell you:
(Phoenix Wright, Kingdom Hearts, Harry Potter, Sailor Moon, Hetalia, or whatever other fandom you can think of and know I enjoy.)

Favorite character:
Least favorite character:
Character with the best hair:
Character with the best eyes:
Character with the best smile:
Character I'd most want to kiss:
Character I'd most likely have sex with:
Character I'd make lunch for:
Character I'd go singing in the rain with:
Character I'd go shopping with:
Character I'd go dancing with:
Character I'd take over the world with:
Character I most want to see more of:
Favorite pairing:
Least favorite pairing:

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October 2nd, 2009 (12:20 am)

My phone met an untimely death.
Technology hates me.
I've lost everyone's number.
If I had yours before, or you want me to have it, please text me.
602 512 5078

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In Which Brizy Considers the Disney Magic

September 25th, 2009 (11:33 am)
confused

current location: The Student Union
current mood: confused
current song: Everyone Talking at Once

Bah, so what... is new since my last update.

Surgery... I still haven't made an appointment with a surgeon to see if I should have that gallbladder thing removed from me. Can't... make myself do it. It's completely not bothering me now, even though I'm not taking the muscle thingers at night anymore. Problem gone, which makes me believe what was actually bothering me was more stress-related than gallbladder related. However, that doesn't change the fact that I still have gallstones/sludge and that still runs a risk of being potentially very painful should it ever... um, mess up and get lodged or something or another, which is why my Dr is still recommending I have this discussion with a surgeon. I just don't want to go though, because I don't want him to say "Yeah, we'd better have that out," when maybe it isn't really needed. Ugh. Surgery. Do not want.

Juukai has convinced my to apply to do the Disney College Program again. How? I'm not sure. I've agreed with clicking the roles of both stores and attractions. If I was accepted into one of those, I might do it. I just don't want to be in foods again. Still shocked I was asked to do this at all. She's good...

Oh, I don't think I wrote about how I got a new kitten, Kristoph. He is the cutest thing ever and already gets on super well with Diego-kitty, even though I have to keep them separated most of the time because Kris has been sick since I brought him home from the shelter. He's on medicine though, and has been getting better with each passing day. All he really has left is a stuffy nose, and some sneezing... I hope that passes soon enough. It's sad when the poor kitty is constantly snorting.

We have Beatles Rockband now. ....Guh. I love it so much. I've even taught myself to play left-handed so when I play bass I'm really being Paul. <3 God, I'm such a loser. xD

Also, I got a new computer which I have named Freya, to go with my naming theme. My first laptop was Chii, and then I had my netbook Sumomo. Sumomo... has met an untimely death of water being dumped upon it. ...Kind of powered off and then wouldn't turn on again. I hear that's bad.

So I borrowed money from my dad (thank God he could do so, I tried to go to the bank to see if they would increase my limit and they said HAHA NO) and got a laptop like I've been wanting. One with a big screen and a good graphics card, and one able to play games an movies and... be a little more than Sumomo could be(even though I did love and miss her).



There she be. <333

I know there's more for me to be catching up on, such as complaining about work which everyone always loves to hear, but I have class in ten minutes and don't have the time. It'll come, though, I promise.

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In Which Brizy Discusses Surgery

September 13th, 2009 (08:15 pm)
aggravated

current location: Sam's Club 4732
current mood: aggravated
current song: Beatles Rockband

BAH.

So much stuff has been happening it seems and... don't really know where to start. Hurm.

Well, I went to the doctor to try and see what was all up with my stomach enjoying being all sick-like in the mornings and all. No, I'm not pregnant. Apparently, they think the problem is in my gallbladder and needs to be possibly surgically removed.

I'll admit it, I'm scared bat-shit about the idea of going into surgery. Yes, its supposed to be simple, and yes, the recovery is only a week or so. But it's still painful and someone cutting me open and taking a piece out of me. And even all that beside, I don't want to lose a week of my life right now when I really can't afford to with work and school. Jesus. Stupid body being stupid...

In the mean time I was prescribed these muscle relaxants to take at night which are supposed to make me... not feel sick in the mornings. Strangely enough, they seem to work. I've been much better in the mornings. But I hate how they put me to sleep. Ugh.

Poor Juu has been sick to her stomach lately too, with unexplicable illness like things. She needs to go to a doctor too, to be checked out but has to wait for her mom's hmo to tell her where she can go or whatever. I don't like that, it stresses me out to think she's sick but doesn't have a way to help.

She's been slowly working her way into my school. It seems like she's only going to be able to take like... an online class and German with me this semester, but next she can do more. I hope it all works out.

Living with her so far has been a blast. Its strange how... at ease I can be around her. Just being myself is cool. She keeps introducing me to new series/animes. She wants to make me into an anime nerd, haha. In fact, she's even talked me into trying to start a GCC anime club. She be a convincing little girl.

Work has been trying to fix me. I guess they realized I wasn't making any sales so they've been training me again. Friday they put me in a retail store where I watched them sell. The last hour included role-playing, which I HATE. I'll take computer PW roleplay, but real life work roleplays feel so... I dunno, on the spot and I feel like I'm being judged... hate them.

Then yesterday I was sent to shadow James, another rep. He... was cool to work with. 25 years old, hot, and British. Oh my God, British. I was swooning. I have such an accent thing... I wanted to just listen to him. Even when he was telling me how he was drunk at a club until 4 the night before I was just like, "...That's nice." I'm a goob.

Today I'm back and working at my normal place again. I don't know what's going to happen... I still do want a new job, but I feel bad now that they're putting so much effort into me. Blah. I guess I'll see what happens.

Is that all caught up now? Probably not, but it's all the important things I can think of now.

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In Which Brizy Experiences a Psuedo-Pregnancy

September 6th, 2009 (08:45 pm)
listless

current location: Sam's Club 6606
current mood: listless
current song: Pushing carts

Ahh, been a while since I updated. Boo me. Well, I've been busy. Hmm, where to start...

I guess the first matter of importance has been my friend Ashley moving in with us. Trying to get her into my school has been a job and a half, one which is still not completed. I think she's really not going to be able to do much of a sememster, but she can at least take German with me, it seems. The teacher had no problem with her sitting in, even if she wasn't officially registered and such.

I'm glad moving in has seemed to go rather smoothly for her. She's settles in among my family rather nicely, which isn't the easiest to do. My family has a way of being loud and obnoxious at times. She's even out shopping with them right now, I know, while I'm at work.

In other news, I've been... sick lately. Sort of. Morning sickness, really, without the actual fetus. Just the lovely sympoms. I finally went to the doctor after about three days of being vomity in the mornings. That was its own adventure...

I went in and Dr. Heyer asked the symptoms and had me lay back and he lifted my shirt and poked around my stomach to make sure nothing was causing me pain, which it wasn't really. So he prescribed a light muscle relaxant... I do not know how those go together, but since I've started taking them at night, I've felt ridiculously better in the mornings. So whatever.

After the doctor, he wanted some blood tests taken, which involved going to another suite in the building to have that done. Doctor also wanted an ultrasound in case that would help somehow in spotting any possible problems, and that was another suite. But they were full so I had to drive to another location.

The ultrasound was kind of a weird experience. Pretty much what having one for a baby would be like, expect they were looking and taking pictures of different things inside of me, kind of avoiding the uterus type area. Kind of gave me a little baby-lust. Shhh, I didn't say that.

Then after that I went to fill my prescription where my pharmasist was Diego's Irish cousin. Seriously, he had a red shirt, a white vest and messy hair and beard. Only difference was he was white with red hair. I laughed.

Since then, I've been getting better, but the muscle relaxers make me go to sleep every night. That's irritating, but I'll take it ove nausea.

Becca's birthday was yesterday. We had a bonfire in the Huesbey's yard. That was actually pretty awesome. Welcome to the teen years, Becca.

I'm at work now, and just chilling until I get off in 4 hrs and 15 min. Hope the time goes quickly!

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In Which Brizy Gains a Housemate

August 30th, 2009 (07:29 pm)
nervous

current location: sams club 6606
current mood: nervous
current song: This Fucking Superbowl DVD

Biggest news on the agenda: My friend Ashley (better known as my Diego!friend since I know too many Ashelys, or her online alias Juukai) is going to be moving into my house to attempt to be able to go to GCC.

Woah. Woahhhh.

I hardly know how to take this. I've been suggesting it playfully since I moved from California back at the beginning of January, saying we'd have fun and everything, since we've always had fun every time we'd hung out before.

But now it's actually happening and it feels a bit different. It's not that I'm not pleased- because I am. It's going to be helpful for her and I think fun times, for sure, but I am a creature of habit. I have a sort of regime that I do daily, and I wonder how this is going to upset things. I don't know. I'm very excited, but also anxious. I think it will be a good thing on the whole, in fact I know it will be... but nerves are what nerves will be.

I hope she can take German with me. And I hope that on spring break we can afford to go to Germany together with the school. It was be so amazing. I can't even begin to describe...

I am more exited than anxious over this at the moment. Just crazy, because nothing like this has ever happened before. Ahh. It could lead to some super cool things. C:

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In Which Brizy Begins the Semester

August 28th, 2009 (12:43 am)
accomplished

current location: Best Buy 251
current mood: accomplished
current song: Beatles Rockband (WANT)

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh~~!

I'm back in school again, and it's... pretty much what I expected. I feel pretty good about all my classes and I think I'm going to be able to manage them all. What worries me the most is design because I'm... well, not always the most creative or inspired person I know. But I'll take it one assignment at a time. Hmm, lets see.

2D Design
Seems... interesting. I still don't really know what to expect from it through the class. Certainly cost me enough money, so I'd better make sure to pass it, right? I have other friends that have taken it before so I'm confident I'll have help when I need it, plus, the teacher seems really approachable. We already have our first assignment, but I'm not so sure what to do with it. For some reason I was just tempted to make it about Sailor Moon, haha. What a dork.

Psychology
Rather indifferent about this class so far. Teacher doesn't realy seem my type. Not that I'll hate her, but definitely not one of those types who will become my mentor or something. I really enjoy psychology as a subject though, so I think it should be fine.

German
I am all ready in love with this class. I think the language is so amusing and fun to learn and the teacher is great. He's a slightly older guy (an American that learned German) and is a lot of fun. He has a million stories about everything. My favorite class so far.

Biology
Actually, better than I thought it would be. The teacher seems pretty cool and his hair looks a bit like a mad scientist. I think its going to be pretty interesting for a science I'm not interested in, if that makes sense. Labs should be kind of annoying, but then labs always are. We're going to be dissecting fetal pigs at some point in the year. Huh... bring out the goggles...

Intro to Graphic Design
My first ever online class. So far I have just declaired my attendance. I'll see how this one goes.

And that's all my classes. C: Should be an interesting semester for sure. Its definitely kept me busy so far, and its just the first week!

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In Which Brizy Actually Sells Phones

August 24th, 2009 (12:20 am)
accomplished

current location: Sam's Club 6606
current mood: accomplished
current song: People Speaking Spanish

Wow, an actual busy work day today. I hardly felt the first half of my shift go by... what the heck? We went through 8 phones! That more than I've done in a weekend in a long time. I'm really glad, though, because.. I hadn't sold any other phones all weekend long so if today blew I was really afraid I was going to have to come back with a huge 0. Thank God for Sam's Club 6606. And thank God for Rick.

School starts tomorrow. I already don't remember what classes it is... I have to go online and start figuring out the Intro to Graphic Design class, and such... and then I think I have 2D Design, I think, then Psychology and then finally German. It should be an interesting first day. I'm as excited as I am nervous... Definitely not looking forward to waking up early though, which will probably have to be abround 7:30, leave by 8, first class at 9. Normally I would never leave so ridiculously early but at the beginning of the year, everyone thinks they're motivated at the beginning of the year so parking is an absolute nightmare. A week in when everyone starts dropping their morning classes, it gets better. I'm going to miss how easy it was to park during the summer though.

I hear Sierra's still on her way back to North Carolina and it's been on the whole... an uneventful trip. Sounds like pretty good news to me.

Well, two more hours left in my shift. Here's hoping it passes as quickly as the beginning.

(Psst, www.twitter.com/breckert )

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In Which Brizy Owes Her Dad Money

August 22nd, 2009 (08:35 pm)
anxious

current location: Wal-Mart 5142
current mood: anxious
current song: The TV Displays

I'm feeling all better today, so I don't know what those last two days were about... must have been something I ate. No more chicken tenders from Burger King, maybe? Perhaps it was too much coffee. Diego says there is no such thing. Whatever it is, I'm just glad I'm done.

Dad went and bought my school text books for me. Or well, bought them as a loan. I will be paying him back as soon as I have the money to do so. Unfortunately, it was around $567. Maybe I can give hime $20 per paycheck for the next... lot of years. ;__; All the same, I am super grateful to him. I had no clue how I was going to get any of these books otherwise. I certainly didn't have that to spare.

Sierra's on her way back to North Carolina, hope her trip goes smoothly. Seems to have so far... but it's only the beginning and Atticus is sure to get ansty after a while. I'll be glad to know when she makes it safe.

School starts in two days, ahhh!

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In Which Brizy Doesn't Feel Well:

August 21st, 2009 (10:59 pm)
sick

current location: Wal-Mart 5124
current mood: sick
current song: Pushing Carts

I just realized its about 4 pm and Sierra's plan involved leaving around 5. She'll probably be gone, having left for North Carolina again by the time I am home from work tonight. How sad... having her here (and Atticus too) was quite a lot of fun, even if I got frustrated with the both of them at times, but I'm glad for them too. They get to be going home again, and Aaron will be home before too long. They'll be happy.

I'm freaking myself out about school starting. I'm really worried that I'm going to overloading myself and fail in it all. Sigh. I try not to worry about it... but it's hard not to.

I got randomly sick yesterday and even though I'm at work today, I had to leave early yesterday due to stomach pains. I went to bed early and was in bed something like 12 hours, but I slept really fitfully and kept having nightmares about being made to live with my ex-stepmom again. I remember all through the dreams, I was like, "How could this have happened?" I also knew I was expected to stay with her for 2 years, but was trying to make plans to move out after a week or something. I don't know. I kept tossing and turning.

I'm at Walmart now, but I really don't want to be. But even more, I really, really don't want to move on to Best Buy afterwards. At least here I can slack and it doesn't matter, but there I always feel like the only one not doing something. It's just... if there's no one wanting to know about t-mobile phones, there's nothing I can do. Ugh. Maybe I'll stay here 3 hrs instead of 2 and then just do 2 hrs there and pretend I read the schedule wrong if someone asks. Haha, I probably won't, but it's tempting...

Anyroad, nothing else is new. Still not feeling very well and am kind of hungry but not really.

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Writer's Block: A Bitter Pill to Swallow?

August 20th, 2009 (12:49 pm)
anxious

current location: The Kitchen Table
current mood: anxious
current song: The Dryer

If you could get your exercise by taking a pill, would you? Why or why not?

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Are you kidding me? Yes. Obviously, LJ, you do not know how lazy I am.

Been meaning to update the last few days, buuuuut, one, I kept forgetting (work is a good prompt for updating because it gives me something to do) and two, nothing overly exciting has happened.

Sierra, Atticus, and I went to my mom's work for a while. She works at a newspaper, kind of... supervising the people who insert the ads into newspapers. And she does some delivery routes as well. It smells of ink and sweat there... but it was nice to see Mom for a while. I need to make more of an effort to do so, but it's hard when she lives an hour away and gas is so expensive.

I've been going to my grandma's house the past few days to hang out and finally got help to move her sewing machine into the living room so I could give it a go with my first ever attempt at sewing. Well.... I still kind of fail, and everything was over my head and I swear I jammed the machine about 90 times, and... the machine itself is about 10 years older than I am, BUT! I managed to begin sewing the first part to the costume I'm making Maria for Halloween. I feel a little bad, because if it turns out shit she'll have to find something else, but I feel making this for her, which won't be for anything serious, is a good... opening experiment to me to the world of being a seamstress. Still not sure if it's for me or not, yet.

School starts on Monday. Still have no money for textbooks, and don't seem to be looking like I'll be getting any... And still have three more payments for the semester, and still need to pay off the first one which I charged-- oh God, let's not think about this, it's going to just stress me out.

I work today. For the love of God, I hope some phones go out. I need the commission. ;_____;

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In Which Brizy Does A Video Meme

August 17th, 2009 (11:21 pm)
frustrated

current location: foolish
current mood: frustrated
current song: My Video

Well, I wrote a journal entry yesterday but it seems to have... poofed into nothing. :\ Oh well, I'll try to remember what I said. If I don't, I guess it wasn't that interesting.

Sierra's plans are now as follows. She's going to be leaving Saturday evening to drive back to North Carolina with Atticus and Roxanne. It's going to be about 4-5 days, but because Sierra bought a car while she was here, it's really the only way to get it back. Roxanne (my neighbor) will be traveling the whole way there with her and then flying back to Arizona afterwards, which I think is a good idea. Sierra would probably struggle a lot with just Atticus in the car for such a long time. I hope Atticus behaves...

It's a shame in some ways that she's going to be leaving, but a relief in others. She belongs with Aaron and Atticus in their own home. They're a family now... I don't think she's really satisfied with living home here with Dad. It's all right for me, who is still just mooching off the free groceries. I'm not married with a child.

It's so nice to be on my days off. Sleeping in without worrying about a shift... I'm going to miss this when school starts, but... I'm still excited about school starting all the same. I can't believe it starts so soon..! Ack, I still need to buy books. I still need to find the money to buy books.

Speaking of money, I totally bought these sewing patters... even though I shouldn't have. It's for Maria's Halloween costume she's asked me to make for her and I thought it would be a good opening project for me. Even if I fail horribly, she can still be something else, and I'll know sewing is not meant for me. My grandma is going to help me, so hopefully I don't fall completely on my face.

I did a video meme, because I'm a loser. Well, the way I answered the questions proved me to be the loser, really... I'll let you guys be the judge. I'm sorry it's so quiet. D;

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In Which Brizy's Plans Change

August 15th, 2009 (07:14 pm)
complacent

current location: Sam's Club 6606
current mood: complacent
current song: Cart being pushed

Sierra came into my room last night at around 4am saying that Aaron's plans had changed and he was coming home in October (before Halloween) instead of December like first planned. It means a rather overhaul of things and how we'd originally planned things. For one, Sierra will not be going to GCC this semester as planned. She will be going home to North Carolina... though when, yet, I still have no idea. Means I'm going to be in German on my own after all, but that's all right. I'm still looking forward to it.

Work is still as boring as ever, of course, but at least I'm nearly done for the day. Saturdays are always the longest and the worst. Sunday at least is only 6 hours and I have the joy of knowing that the next three days are work free.

Sierra cut Atticus' hair into sort of a mowhawk right now. I'm going to have to take a picture later.

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In Which Brizy Posts a Meme

August 15th, 2009 (02:43 am)

You're on my Friends List, so I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we've never spoken, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine, or elaborate as much as you want. I want to know you better!

Be Honest!

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
A.
2) What was your dream growing up?
A.
3) What talent do you wish you had?
A.
4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
A.
5) Favorite vegetable?
A.
6) What was the last book you read?
A.
7) What zodiac sign are you?
A.
8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
A.
9) Worst Habit?
A.
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
A.
11) What is your favorite sport?
A.
12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
A.
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
A.
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
A.
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
A.
16) Do you have any pets?
A.
17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
A.
18) What was your first impression of me?
A.
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
A.
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
A.
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
A.
22) What color eyes do you have?
A.
23) Ever been arrested?
A.
24) Bottle or can soda?
A.
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
A.
27) What's your favorite place to hang at?
A.
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
A.
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
A.
30) Do you swear a lot?
A.
31) Biggest pet peeve?
A.
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
A.
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
A.
35) Do you believe in God?
A.
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
A.


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In Which Brizy Makes A Deperate Attempt for a Few More Bucks

August 15th, 2009 (02:12 am)
artistic

current location: My Bed
current mood: artistic
current song: My Fan

Selling Noodle-Arm Commissions
Of a Quality of about THIS.
$2 - including shipping (lol)
breckert@gmail.com fo' mo' info

(or brizybdarling@yahoo.com on MSN Messenger)

GUYZ I NEED MONIES ;___;

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